I've been thinking of doing this for about a month now and just have never started. Mostly because I am a coward at heart. I am afraid of people and what they might think of me. Not ever really knowing who or what I am, I have always felt that for the most part I play to my audience. Doing what is expected in public, but hiding my flaws and self as best I can. If I can get away with it I choose to remain unseen. Because of my childhood, I am an adult that has never found who I want to be when I grow up. I am not blaming anyone or saying poor me, it is what it is. Growing up talking about anything personal was never an option for me, so I never shared the deepest thoughts, pains, insights(if they exist) or ANYTHING in my head with anyone. I didn't dare.
Now under the cover of darkness (as much anonymity as I could create) I am going to write. My thoughts, my feelings and anything else that runs across my scatered mind. Consider yourself warned!
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